Me and my little lover, Holden.
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They called me different.
At first, my heart sank and
I questioned myself, second
guessed who I was, tried to
understand what set me apart from
the city of clones, I had tried so hard
to become just like them.
I’ve never been a girl
who swoons over flowers,
because let’s face it, they won’t
last long, it’s almost as if you can
see the death lingering around their
wilting petals, bowing their fragrant
heads in shame.
And I’ve never been a girl to
squeal over diamonds, rubies,
or the emeralds that matched my
No, those are simply glorified rocks
that will become scratched and worn
over a series of my clumsy years.
I value words, true and passionate
expressions that are born and molded
in our hearts and souls, only to become
wonderful and magical ink blots on paper.
I felt a connection with words,
the way the letters spoke to me
oh, how words made life seem so much more
So I’m sorry that I’m different,
I apologize for my unique qualities,
punish me, ignore me, shun me from
the crowds that protect your fragile souls.
For I have found solace and happiness
in my beautiful, unparalleled abilities to express
this bubbling sensation of love through
the power of my words.
Sometimes, I smile like a nerd.
I was that girl
I waited there
for days on end
until those days
grew to weeks
and when the
to slowly fade
away, I picked
up my withered
a strong drive
to fight back.
my heart went
cold that night,
and I realized
I am beautiful,
even without you,
and I won’t be
when you return.
Tried taking a picture with Holden, but he won’t stay still!
This little dude is too funny, and way too adorable for his own good.
Puppy love. Jealous?
Just found this picture of me serenading my good friend, Jordan with some Disney songs on guitar. I miss this. How adorable.
I’ve been moving to the other side of town all weekend and haven’t caught a break to relax with my main man, Holden. He’s handsome. We are in love.
Moving is awful. I feel trapped and I’ve just escaped. What is happening?!