Once upon a midnight dreary
Me and my little lover, Holden.
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Me and my little lover, Holden.

Playing on Instagram, follow me @msmccool

I’m growing my hair back out.
Yes.

I’m growing my hair back out.

Yes.

Sometimes I clean up.

Sometimes I clean up.

It’s been a long day.

It’s been a long day.

That Girl is Different

They called me different.
At first, my heart sank and
I questioned myself, second
guessed who I was, tried to
understand what set me apart from
the city of clones, I had tried so hard
to become just like them.

I’ve never been a girl
who swoons over flowers,
because let’s face it, they won’t
last long, it’s almost as if you can
see the death lingering around their
wilting petals, bowing their fragrant
heads in shame.

And I’ve never been a girl to
squeal over diamonds, rubies,
or the emeralds that matched my
incomparable sight.
No, those are simply glorified rocks
that will become scratched and worn
over a series of my clumsy years.

I value words, true and passionate
expressions that are born and molded
in our hearts and souls, only to become
wonderful and magical ink blots on paper.
I felt a connection with words,
the way the letters spoke to me
oh, how words made life seem so much more
meaningful.

So I’m sorry that I’m different,
I apologize for my unique qualities,
punish me, ignore me, shun me from
the crowds that protect your fragile souls.

For I have found solace and happiness
in my beautiful, unparalleled abilities to express
this bubbling sensation of love through
the power of my words.

fuckyeahgirlswithtattoos:
Sometimes, I smile like a nerd.

fuckyeahgirlswithtattoos:

Sometimes, I smile like a nerd.

I waited

I was that girl
who waited,
sat biting
her nails
chugging the
oak poison,
her drink
of choice.

I waited there
for days on end
until those days
grew to weeks
then months
and when the
years began
to slowly fade
away, I picked
up my withered
frame, broken
inside but
a strong drive
to fight back.

Something in
my heart went
cold that night,
and I realized
I am beautiful,
even without you,
and I won’t be
waiting here
when you return.

Tried taking a picture with Holden, but he won’t stay still!
This little dude is too funny, and way too adorable for his own good.
Puppy love. Jealous?

Tried taking a picture with Holden, but he won’t stay still!

This little dude is too funny, and way too adorable for his own good.

Puppy love. Jealous?

Just found this picture of me serenading my good friend, Jordan with some Disney songs on guitar. I miss this. How adorable.

Just found this picture of me serenading my good friend, Jordan with some Disney songs on guitar. I miss this. How adorable.

I found me in Hello Kitty form! Nerd life!

I found me in Hello Kitty form! Nerd life!

I’ve been moving to the other side of town all weekend and haven’t caught a break to relax with my main man, Holden. 
He’s handsome. 
We are in love.

Moving is awful. I feel trapped and I’ve just escaped. What is happening?!

I’ve been moving to the other side of town all weekend and haven’t caught a break to relax with my main man, Holden. He’s handsome. We are in love.

Moving is awful. I feel trapped and I’ve just escaped. What is happening?!

Empty Thoughts (Haiku)

Buy me a drink that
will relieve this writers block
and sing me to sleep.